January 2012
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Anonymous asked: don't you ever feel as if you weren't enough ... for life , for everything ? this awful feeling of watching life moving when you're just standing there...
pretty boys big-eyed sugar-lip boys piano hands green green apples icing-sugar-milk salty wind seagulls come take me away this isn’t real this is not real it isn’t really real is it
nocternity:
don’t think I have a body anymore but a house of cards, will find anything a good reason to crumble, henceforth. there are late violets blooming on my legs, ashes in my inner pocket from a cigarette I refused to forget. one of those that go on burning forever.
missing V. often feels like post-apple sticky hands, loud coughing or bad thin coffee, I don’t know, ‘wish I could be with...
clavicola asked: I miss you.
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“Any of you ladies fancy a biscuit? Can I interest you in a bourbon?”
this is a manifest to my being forever in love with just the idea of things, please make me sadder because I fell in love with how green sadness looks on and out of me
this is a manifest to green as my favourite colour
amongthedays asked: Tell me a short-winded story about the cold?
Anonymous asked: Hvae you ever met Eliza in real life?
Anonymous asked: Dear, dear Vera. Pretentious, chain-smoking intellectuals are not at all what they seem. I tried belonging there, but I found they judge more than anyone. I'm not sure if I could bear their intolerance for much longer. In fact, I'm leaving this anonymously because I'm scared they will hunt me down.
Anonymous asked: Have you ever felt dauntlessly empty?
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Anonymous asked: Would you recommend me some German movies?
sensualidiot asked: I miss the dark woods. I don't know how to get back there.
This is pre-iceberg brooding, I don’t know. I don’t know anymore. I want to run away to Paris. I want to run away from my own feet.
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Anonymous asked: your thoughts on Irene Adler.
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Can I please just say that last night’s Sherlock episode reduced my thoughts to a shivering pile of incoherence and I need to write down everything because I have no one to discuss it with - now where do I begin? The deerstalker, the stolen ashtray, the giggling in Buckingham Palace and in the taxi, John’s Christmas jumper (“We’re not a couple” “Yes, you...
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I don’t know, I’ve lost the ability to cry, that is to say my tear ducts are hibernating. I haven’t cried properly since August - only once the week before Oxford when I was elbow-deep in homework and my nerves were so raw that tiny spelling errors would drive me into hysteria. Everyone was coming apart at the seams last night but my cheeks were bone-dry (only the shakes, nothing...
Anonymous asked: i think you are remarkable. i feel as though i may have been as thoughtful and contemplative as you at once, but somehow i've been losing it. the world is catching up with me, and i'm scared. i'm sorry for using you as a confidant, but i think you'll understand.
December 2011
146 posts
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Anonymous asked: your favourite and least favourite memory of 2011?
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